Below are the 3 most recent journal entries recorded in ramblerlicious' LiveJournal:

Saturday, March 18th, 2006
12:44 am	Reflection It has been quite a long time since I have written here. However, this entry isn't about me being angry or just throwing another fit. This is basically just shit going through my head. Things that have been bothering me, maybe trying to destroy me, or just shaping me for the person I am to become. A few days ago, I spoke to My friend Mike. I was basically telling him I felt weird. Basically, as the month of March started, I started thinking of the fact that my road into the real world is ending. What has begun to bother me is the fact that, although I am feeling like it went by like a breeze, there were a lot of bumps on the road. I went through many hardships, having to get delayed with my education because people in my family got sick. I kept moving from house to house just so I can get the education I needed. My mother working long hours sacrificing herself for my well-being. However, the one thing I guess bothers me, is the fact that my father, the greatest source of my strength as well as my weakness, was never there in my journey. You might be asking yourself, how can one man be your strength as well as your weakness. Well simple, on the weakness side of things, I never got to learn the values of fatherhood. I am basically a bastard if you will. I never got to see if I actually matched my father's own strengths and weaknesses or even got to learn through him how to be a man. On the strength side though, I became a man on my own. I went through school without his financial support. I am becoming bigger than him. Most importantly I guess, him not being there, gave me the courage to build my life to be great. He did teach me also, to be a good father, never to leave your children and fuck them over basically. I guess you can also say, he is the source of my anger. Now by anger I do mean why I rant all the time about the shit that bothers me. I guess I didn't learn from a man, who usually have more temper issues between both human sexes, to learn self-control. Even the fact why I get easily angered, why I can be a prick and say the things I say whenever I want without caring. In the past few days, I have begun to realize that maybe that has been the reason why just maybe, I have marginalized a few people from my life. Why I punched someone for the first time in my life last year, why I disowned a lil sister, why I insult people and tell them "I hope you get hit by a bus". My anger has also been the weapon I use to make a point, and just sometimes gain respect from a few people. I guess what I am trying to say is, did I waste my life raging against people, because one person didn't live up to his responsibilities as my father. I guess I want to stop being angry, and let a new person be born. Maybe I am like a snake, shedding its skin, so it can grow. I guess the battle between the man I am, and the man that wants to be has begun....... Current Mood: thoughtful (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, November 1st, 2005
5:14 pm	How Can People Be So Stupid.... Hello again.. It's been a while since I wrote here, been very busy, but it's all good. Well lets begin by talking about a few things. First a thank you to all those who attended the breast cancer walk. It was awesome and I am glad FOUR greek organization became ONE and actually gave a damn not only about the cause at hand, but also UNITY. This was also a slap in the face to a few people who thought that getting four greek organizations together was impossible because one organization thought the other sucked, or that their members were assholes, whores, you name it. Kinda like when I was pledging TEP, some person (Bitchface), told me it could never be done. Well here to ya, stupid bitch!!! I can't believe I was ever friends with that things (If you want to call it human, be my fucking guest, I really don't give a damn). Speaking of the walk... I still hate how some people think that I will never find out about things. It seems a certain person who shall remain nameless, who thought I was the greatest person in the world, swore she would not let me down and go to the said event above, but chose to get herself drunk, while sick and disappoint me. Worse of all, when we all tried to reach her, she decided to turn her phone off so people would not bitch at her. Amazing how people just care about themselves more than over the feelings of others. I understand the sick part, but at least give us the info, or come up to me and man up for what you did (in this case what you didn't do). Yeah that right I read this person's blog, and you know what, it's amazing how this person thinks I created a petty argument, when the facts are, YOU HAVEN'T ADMITTED THAT YOU MADE A FUCKING MISTAKE!!!! She actually decided to just use the guilt trip on me (which doesn't work by te way, because we are NOT IN FUCKING HIGH SCHOOL ANYMORE!!!). So to this person, I say, yea I am fucking pissed at you, but it is you who created the situation for yourself. The only person who can clean this mess up is you. I rather you man for the shit you pulled and get this shit over with, because I am sick and tired of teenage fucking games, which I must say I was long done playing with them about 5 years ago. So quit talking your shit and do what must be done. In other news.... I had a lil sister, now I don't. Anyone who wants to be my lil, the space is vacant and ready to go. Well this "lil sister" of mine decided to tell me to fuck myself. All over the fact that some guy did not want to mes with her. In my opinion, you should respect his fucking decision. And she was blaming my brothers for it. First of all, my brothers had nothing to do with shit. Maybe you want to blame somebody since shit hasn't really gone your way. I am not even gonna mention the other shit you tried to pull. And she got my girlfriend involved, which further pisses me off. So to you, Miss Rerun, I say this, you do and talk what you are, BULLSHIT! In other words, I hope and pray that YOU GO FUCK YOURSELF!!!! Peace and Chicken Grease!!!! Current Mood: cranky (Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 27th, 2005
9:49 pm	why do people want trouble with the ramblerlicious!!! It really pisses me off when people really think they can be slick. These types of people are always the ones who try to say things, and actually do, but think that people wont find out about it. An example of this is through this system which I am communicating to my public by. This person, who will be referred to from now on as BitchFace, thinks she is really slick, when in fact she is completely stupid. In a recent journal entry, she was saying how just a few weeks ago, she saw people who she didn't want to see. Those people were obviously me, my girlfriend and my big brother. I really like how she just throws her shit out there, stupid fucking ugly whore she is. It feeds me with more anger, which I will use for purposes of destroyed her stank ugly ass. She basically told herself that she wouldn't be talking shit about us anymore, and clearly I think she has been having her period for a long time (although I really do think that BitchFace actually has a cock rather than a vagina). Anyway, let us begin trying to see what this girl is all about. First of all, she has a boyfriend, who she threatens to get him jumped every time he doesn't buy her a diamond ring or doesn't pay for her vasectomy. AT THE BEGINNING OF THE RELATIONSHIP THOUGH SHE WAS GOING OUT WITH SOME OTHER JACKASS WHO SHE WANTED TO FUCK. However, she is more like an elephant and humans are not capable of even trying to fuck that, or maybe its because she has a cock. So to clarify what I am trying to say, she is a whore, thats right she might even have the herpes. She lies to my friend (her boss) about her work schedule, which is the reason why shit will go down soon on her (I am prepping my champagne bottles!!!). So BitchFace, a word of advice, before you begin to talk crap about people you hate, remember, you are ugly, fat, disgusting, you have a big cock, you smell like nasty rotten vomit and you look worse than Barbara Bush's vagina. I hope you die!!!! This has been a public service from... Ramblerlicious Current Mood: pissed off (Comment on this)